Looking back on the past few years of my life, I have realized that I put my life and pastion on hold. I stop everything I cared and loved for one person for one thing. Now its time to wake up see how much I have lost and missed.

Yes I was in love and let me tell you, its the best feeling in the world when your in it and the worst when your out. But I'm love was a lie. I cared and loved someone more then I was reseaving. NEVER EVER DO THAT! Never do it because when you fall you fall 100 times harder plus there is a ton of brickes behind you.

Ya I can sit here and bitch about how my heart was brooken and shattered into a million little pieces and how the guy was a complete dick. But I'm not. I'm not going to sit here and bitch about how much I hurt and want to cry my eyes out into an alreay wet pillow from the night before. I'm going to sit here and bitch about how I did jack with keeping up with my art work. I have done a shit ton of stuff but haven't posted jack.

I didn't really have an exsuce before about not posting anything or keeping up with DA beside being madly in love and putting all my heart and soal into a person. Now that person is gone from my life I need to find myself once again. I will post all my old stuff soon, here in like a few weeks. I'm moving to MI because my parents sold there house and I'm living with them. So right now with a part-time job I really can't live on my own. So I'm going to MI. don't worry I will be back for AB and other cons.

I really hope to start putting my art work out there. Start going to more cons and having more fun doing more with my talent. My love always told me "I want you to go to school for your art. Fallow your dream." So I really want to do something with it. Right now my ablity to draw and do anything right now is in the tub... I'm a mess... I need to start to get back in a rythim again. Back to spending me time. I need to find me again. Yes I will keep my cute dragons but I want to try new things.

I know I'm talking to myself and no one ever reads any of these but I don't care. If you want to know what went wrong what dramatic thing happened in my life... Why I went from going to get married (which I did). To lose of a lover... Then you may ask... I don't mind talking about it.

Well I need to get going... This journal entry is mainly to tell the world that I'm still alive and hopefully will be posting new stuff here in the near futur. *crosses fingers*

I'M BACK AND BETTER THEN EVER!!!!!
DID YOU MISS ME?!?!?!